Never too Late

17/02/2009

2009-02-16T22:25:00.000-08:00

yesterday was a bad day
why was it a bad day?
cause im so stupid..
only stupid people like me make this kind of stupid mistakes
see..
while i was sitting with my girlfriend ( Roselynn )
then my friend,came and gave shit comments bout my girlfriend
he even called her a slut
after that i went and of course whack him and told him off
unfortunately
i laugh
why i laugh
what the hell am i doing????????
its all my fault..
the worst thing is i dont even know what i've done wrong
what the hell?
im stupid
really stupid

dear
i've made a mistake
that i know..would never heal..
it'll forever be there
but i just want you to know
i didnt ever though you were anything like what my friend said
in my heart you were always the best
always the most perfect

i really wish i could turn back time..
turn back time and stop myself from laughing
for this i nearly lost you darling..
im sorry
i really am...
but a single sorry can never change what i've done
dear
i'll do my best for you
till one day you can forgive me
i love you..
always will..

late new year post

2009-01-04T06:16:00.000-08:00

HI!
wow,its been so long since i've updated this blog,of course i never abandon it,though i took kinda long while to post =P.

Anyway,i would like to wish everyone a Happy New Year (which is kinda late i think =P)
May you all live through a year full of joy and happiness =)

So this year,i'm finally form 5 (or secondary 5 if u insist),another exciting year ahead (i wish,hehe) ,so there's really nothing much different from last year except the fact that i'm going to sit a government exam known as SPM which makes you Super Pitiful and Miserable,hahahaha (i was joking?)

A long week

2008-11-23T17:53:00.000-08:00

2 days ago rouxin went to hong kong le
missing her badly now waa
but still hope she have a great time there le
she say gt many leng zai gap
lol
when she get back i'll grab some photos from her
and post some here
hehe
anyway
i want to say that
somethings must appreciate when you have them all the time
don't wait till when you don't have them anymore
n dear..
bring me back souvenir xD
nola nola
jkjk
hehe
hope your safe

something to add

2008-10-25T22:53:00.000-07:00

i always wonder..
have i been a good boyfriend?
have i given her the best?
have i treat her the best?
what can i sacrifice for her?
what can i do for her?

today..
i made her sad again
i made her cry again
i disappoint her again
how useless could i be?
how can i let the person whom i love most cry because of me?
i always want her to be happy..
but i am always the one who make her sad
why do i always disappoint her?

i don't want to hurt her anymore
here i promise her n myself
that i won't make her cry anymore
i won't make her sad anymore because of me
who am i kidding anyway
i always say this
i've tried
i've tried so hard
but maybe its not enough
maybe i haven't been a good enough boyfriend

all i can say is i'll try harder
try harder to change for her

i'm sorry dear
for what i have done today
for what i have said that hurt you
for all the sacrifices you made that i didn't appreatiate
and thanks
for forgiving me
i love you..

boredom

2008-09-27T07:53:00.000-07:00

another boring day today..another day spend staring blindly at the com..
scientist should actually create a new technology
i shall be called the "The vacuum"
which is able to suck out all the boredom in life
anyway
i did nothing today
well maybe studied some chemistry
exam's on 20th/21st of October
i haven't even studied finish any subject
but what can i do
i can't seem to fit all the things in to my brain
furthermore,
i can't seem to do add maths and physics
what the hell
how am i gonna pass this finals???
dammit

dear..
i wish i can hug you now..
i miss you so much
what am i gonna do without you
haizz

anyway thats all for today
enjoy your weekends

flu

2008-09-25T07:54:00.000-07:00

Damn..if there's one thing i hate,it surely is flu
i can't believe after so long its still bugging me
i can't do any activities
moreover it keeps getting 2 me when i bend my head down
ugghh
anyway
i've i haven't been taking meds for like a week
so can't blame the flu anyway
but well
flu medicine are supposed to be sleepy anyway
just unfortunately i don't feel sleepy and it gets worse
what kind of med is that??
Fine
anyway
i havent got any new nice websites
but i heard about the milk scandal of china
in my opinion
that is really bad
but i guess they're trying to correct that
anyway
i hope those who got sick of the milk
get well soon
^^

thats all for today

Back again

2008-09-19T06:49:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile since i last blogged...
i think that i've already abandoned this blog..
but i guess i should start over again
repost..
this blog should be meaningful as it is
never too late to blog!!!
i think i will start posting new posts
but first let me introduce you to my darling's blog
http://www.savage-world.blogspot.com
do go there and pay her a visit okay?
give her a warm welcome =)
thank alot everyone^^

i end this post with a website i found the other day
http://www.savagechickens.com
its quite a nice website
has this comic known as savage chickens
do go and enjoy yourself
^^

cheers!

so long...

2008-05-02T02:19:00.000-07:00

Its been so long..so long since i've touched this miserable blog..i've wondered why i at 1st started to blog when i wasn't goin to last longer than a few months..maybe i was overwhelmed with the feeling of blogging..

Anyway..to fill you up with what i've been doing..again...
This few months was kinda wierd..i joined a couple of wierd societies..some wierd curiculum activities..one of them was drama..they had an audition which at 1st i thought i was gonna pass..i had to act this role as a father in this drama..unfortunately while auditioning..i laughed..well not out loud..just smiled..well the teacher in charged said that i wasnt looking serious enough altough i was ok..so i didnt manage to get the position..but anyway i still got a chance to be in the drama..literally..i was chosen to be an assistant director..if you ask me..i think its a just a consolation..and if you really look into it..its nothing important..just a back up for the other teammates..but well..i still enjoyed myself n met new friends..what can i want more?^^

Well besides that..what else??
oh yeah..my new mummy..keke..jo ann..welcome her larh in her blog http://lurve-sweetcandy.blogspot.com
thanks all..lol

Besides that..exam are really near already..12th May thats like erm..how long? 10 days exactly..but well at least we have holidays to look forward to after the exam..
i hope all my friends can get good results and then lets celebrate holidays after tha^^

PEACE OUT

Im back~

2008-02-02T22:35:00.000-08:00

Im terribly sorry for never posting anything for so long..im actually kinda lazy..not that im busy or whatever..well..you cant expect me to be overly busy..its just the first month of school..things are still getting into place..

Erm..you must be curious why im blogging again..actually is no big..just read some blogs..then felt that i shouldnt give up on this blog..i should be consistent..like debu's ( debbie's nickname ) blog right?

So anyway..chinese new year's getting nearer..any plans?Im actually longing for the holiday than the ceremonies..however..haihz there's exams after the holidays..which concludes to no holiday for us..crap..why must schools be so cruel??afterall is a celebration we chinese do every year even if it doesnt involve other religions..well..this is life though..just bear with it ><

Have anyone made any new year resolutions?well i havent thought of mine..but i guess to be more diligent?and stop procrastinating so much..and try to get rumah merah to win this year..hehe..its been losing for like so long..and well this year we are in good condition..so i think with a bit of effort..we could win? lol..

I'll check back later..for now..take care^_^

wierd glowing pigs

2008-01-09T00:42:00.000-08:00

Its been 3 days since i last updated..so today, i shall post something interesting

BEIJING - A fluorescent green Chinese pig has given birth to two piglets that share their mother’s transgenic characteristic after she mated with an ordinary pig, state media said.

The mother sow is one of the three fluorescent green pigs successfully bred by a research team in December 2006 after they injected fluorescent green protein into pig embryos.

“The mouths, trotters and tongues of the two piglets glow green under ultraviolet light, which indicates the technology to breed transgenic pigs via cell nuclear transfer is mature,” Liu Zhonghua, a professor at Northeast Agricultural University in Harbin, capital of Heilongjiang province, was quoted as saying.

directly from >> msnbc

weekends..

2008-01-06T03:38:00.000-08:00

Wow..weekends are almost over..another 4 hours + and its monday..hmm..so let me update you on what happened since friday.

Friday

hmm...friday..so the disiplin teacher gave his speech..i cant believe we have to wear ties everyday all day long..jeez..our new headmistress is getting more and more demanding..we even have to tuck in our shirt for sports ( old rule which i guess noone ever followed )..

So anyway..today,we finally got our textbooks..which we had to carry 17 stacks of books up 3 floors to our class..kinda nice huh..and i think our class is getting more exciting..the people are friendly...lol..i guess new enviroment aint that bad huh?so anyway..i made some friends..chat a little..and oh yeah..poor lau kar sin..he had to be the 1st one to test drive our unsystematic book distributing system which took him nearly 5 minutes just to get 17 books..Lol..poor him..we kept making him move faster..

After school i met up with debbie and chantelly and anthony and choy..we chit chat-ed abit and discussed what we are gonna do with our books..so i sugested to debbie that i fetch her to the bus-stop.My mum however..forgotten that my school ends at 12.30..and came at 1.15 ..lol..unfortunately..so anyway..debbie came to my place for lunch which she ate lots of mushy-rooms..lol..then we went popular to buy some stuff..my reference books..after buying everything..my mum sent debbie back home..on the way back..we LOST our way!! Lol..fortunately we managed to find our way out after many twist and turns..hell of a day..

and lastly..i got my hair cut again..it looks a lot better now..^_^

Saturday & Sunday

So..nothing much happened this two days..more like staying at home and surfing the net..and i kinda like the game chick invader 3...a relatively fun game to play..while watching pitiful chickens die in your palm..neat eh?

OMG....

2008-01-02T22:52:00.000-08:00

Gah!! Today is a sad day..dam the teachers at school..they had to separate me and my friend just because i lack an A??? Dam Dam Dam..well..no matter...jeezz...my new class seems rather boring..everyone is either too well behaved or they're not in the mood to make any noise..the classroom is so quiet !!! Eeeshh..and the teachers are boring..im starting to think the teachers are a tad mental..one of them came into our class..her name was ROSMIZAN..and we had a teacher named NORMIZAN..so we thought they wrote the name wrongly..but it turned out to be the teacher mistaken our class for another class..Eesh..i wasted some lead just to change her name..and she said she went into the wrong class..argh..

So anyway..this is gonna be a big gap for me and my friend..and there's gonna be a whole new enviroment i got to get used to..so well..wish me good luck

Something my friend sent me..

2008-01-01T22:53:00.000-08:00

disclaimer : i do not own any of this..its merely a joke mail sent to me by a friend..enjoy..

I hope i can do more

2008-01-01T22:23:00.000-08:00

Debbie..i dont really know what to say to you..i know that you're really sad that shobha is leaving cochrane..and wont be goin 2 skul tmrw..i wish i can do more for you than just posting this. This year is the 1st year i really get to know shobha well enough..but i can still say..she's a good friend..although we boys always tease her or bully her..but we still treat her as a friend..i cant imagine who wei leong will pick on after shobha left..i guess he will feel a bit sad too..unconsiously..

This whole year..you've sat with her..regardless of all the times we've teased you both..i know its hard to let a friend you've loved and been with go so sudden..but a friend will always remain a friend..no matter how far you are..you just got to keep contact..i think shobha will also feel the same..debbie..dont worry so much..keep those memories sweetest to you..even if you both are far away..there will still be a bond if there already was..just dont let it break..

In this school you still have us..you still got us..your classmates..i may not really understand you..but if you're sad..you can come to me..or the group of us..we'll always be by your side..whether you know it or not..you just haven found out..

Debbie..i know this may not be enough to cheer you up..but i hope you dont be too sad for too long..let your eyes rest and anything..im always here for you..cheer up ^_^..

Bad hair day

2007-12-31T23:52:00.000-08:00

To all my readers..i urge you to read this carefully..never ever let a barber that is in a hurry to cut your hair..let me tell you a story

It all started a week ago..

my mum says that my hair was too long..but i insisted that i want to keep it till i get my PMR results..well at least it will look better..and it makes me more confident..after many sessions of nagging and nagging and nagging..i was finally able to keep my hair..which was a good thing..

1 day after i took my result..

so i got my result yesterday..but i was supposed to meet up with sumeone that day..unfortunately the person decided to cancel our meeting..and i was like "Omg..why now only cancel??" so i had the whole day free..and my mum went out to shopping i guess..

**fastforward**

In the evening..my mum came home and said "lets go cut hair"..and i said "Why?Now's so late" but she fought back and said "the barber's gonna close 4 the new year and then she's gonna be busy 4 the next few days" and as you know..my school starts on the 3rd..i got to get my hair cut before then..so i said "okay okay..i'll go"

When we arrived..the barber was cutting her sister's hair..and well the barber's kinda old..so after a short while..i heard her sister said that she didnt like the style of cutting which made one side of her hair bulge up..unfortunately the barber argued back and well..the sister gave up..

When its finally my turn..i explain to her how i wanted my hair cut..she was doing well with the back part of my hair..so i wasnt that worried..but when it came to my sideburns and the front part..i was like "OMG!!!" she but it so wierdly..1 side of my sideburn is longer than the other..and the side also has a hole..i was like "What???!!" but i didnt want to tell the barber..i thought she's gonna cut it later..when she finished cutting everthing..i found out 1 side of my head has more hair than the other CRAP! i tried to tell her..bt she said its ok..and then i overhead her talking on the phone that she's supposed to go pick something up from a shopkeeper..

I swear im never gonna cut my hair again when she's in a rush..i swear ><

2007 ~ 2008

2007-12-31T21:44:00.000-08:00

Another year had passed since the day i was born..i guess im another year older..well this year has been quite a nice year..many things happened around me..some were good and happy some were bad and sad..im really thankful for those who stood beside me when i needed company..friends such as choy,chantelly,debbie,anthony..and so on..i really appreatiated what you all did for me..choy and chantelly especially..this year we start our upper secondary year..i would like to thank you all 4 being so patient with me during my 2nd lower secondary year..without you two..i wont be so much happier now..

Besides that..there are somethings that happened in 2007 that i would like to leave behind..

1st..to someone very special..i know there are many things that u kept secret from me..maybe i cant be trusted..its ok..i wouldnt blame you..cause i know there are certain things i must understand and maybe i dont really understand you..i would like to apologize for ever making you mad or sad..i hope you can forgive me..

2nd..is to all the bad things that ever happened to me this year..especially PMR..i guess i din do well enough..but no matter i've promised myself..that i once and for all will not lose in SPM heard that debbie??i wont lose to you :P

3rd..to all my friends..if i ever treated you all badly..i hope you can forgive me..im sorry..from this day onwards i will do my best to treat you all better..

4th..something for me to remeber..debbie..thanks for comforting me when i got 6As..your the best...and for chantelly..although you didnt say it out loud..thanks for giving me support when i gt 6As for my PMR..you're also the best

Other than that there are many things worth remembering..such as yesterday..my mum and I went to school to buy my excercise books..when i saw debbie..as usual..she was talking to our ex teachers..when she saw me..she was like "kenneth!! Why you come so late??!!" and i was like "Errr..how i know you come so early?"..anyway..i found out she was lining up in a extremely long queue and then i was like " Oh man..crap this..how long am i gonna wait??"...while my mum beside me was saying "Ahh..im so tired standing so long"...so after lining up for what seemed like an hour i gave up..i went in front and asked debbie to help me buy the books..so after we bought everything..we went home..when i reached home..dang!! my mum was saying "kenneth got his girlfriend to help him buy his books" and i was like " WHAT???!!!!" i kept telling my mum that debbie wasnt my girlfriend..and when i told debbie this..she said she cant stop laughing..argh!!!

So anyway..im getting long winded here..i'll post some other time..and oh yeah...i'll be starting school again this thursday...wish me luck...im getting streamed..hope to be in the same class with debbie,anthony,choy and chantelly..then i get to bully them..hahaahahaha..im so evil..

To everyone out there i wish you all a very happy new year and a great year ahead =)